after one month  passed, i have reallt tasted a flavour of JC2's life...if asked to use one word to conclude, it is "bittersweet"...life seems to be never simple....

       SAT,AMC,SSEF,Common Test,SYF,CIP...everything is crammed together. just take a cursory look at my timetable, it is just too colourful with almost every single date being marked out...oh my god...but it is me who never like to take an easy way out...always trying to challenge sth, to strive for sth...i will never be an idler because i feel it a waste of life...many of my friends, seniors have advised me to slow down the pace...just to make the life simpler..but it seems that it is out of my personality, my nature...inexplicable and might be immutable as well...hehe...

      Tmr is my poster presentation at MOE...surely some VIPs are coming..so better wish me good luck...hehe... have to endure the pain of wearing court shoes for the whole afternoon...wuwu...poor me...

      呵呵,好久没写了。开始有朋友来追问我为什么了？

      为什么呢？大家一定要谅解。这宿舍的网实在太烂，盼星星盼月亮的盼了半个月才能上一次的那种。平时在家偷着乐，又懒得来学校上网。抱歉，抱歉呀...

      最近的生活挺舒服的，不用上学，不用早起，总是一件好事。呵呵。不过天天对着3000个单词的日子也是真够无聊的。没办法，SAT钱都交了，只能硬着头皮上战场。170元新币啊，总不能用它打水漂吧。妈妈说只要考了，心理会安稳。呵呵，也许吧。如果不考的话，说不定到了垂垂老矣之际还要念叨几句呢。呵呵。

      现在最头疼的是住宿问题。RIB早不renovate晚不renovate，偏偏选这种时候，气死我了！呜呜，要我住哪儿啊？难不成真要我露宿街头吗？不会的，不会那么惨的。如果真的找不到房子，就去changi airport好了，要不然就在RJ的chat room里面将就将就也行。至少有个shelter，还有四面墙。一定比大街舒服多了。呵呵。

     the sun will rise tmr no matter come rain or wind...hehe..say good luck to myself......

          

    hehe....the end of promos.....

    Now it is time to enjoy life....

    This time round, i really felt tremendous stress on my site... unprecedented and unexpected...maybe because i was so badly done in the common test.hehe.i don't know.Maybe i set a too high standard for myself  though i think it is quite realistic.Anyway,everything is over...just pray that i won't be weeping after getting back the results...

    hehe..happy mid-autumn day...

   

  

       来新加坡已经三年了,觉得自己早已经习惯了离开父母的生活....对于家的概念总在时间及距离的相互作用下,日渐模糊。相比较刚来时弄不弄就哭哭啼啼的，homesick似乎也不是那么严重了。曾害怕的想过，我是不是遗失了自己？是不是淡忘了我的根？是不是忽略了生我养我的父母？其实不然。生了一次病，突然让我领悟了很多。迷迷糊糊的发着烧躺在床上，是茫然，是无助，是孤单。想着以前在家里生病的时候，总有爸爸妈妈围在床边，嘘寒问暖。可是现在，虽然室友朋友也非常关心我，可是感觉迥然不同。我很少发那么高的烧，烧的我越发糊涂，又越发明白。好想跟他们打电话，可是又不想让他们知道，太担心了。呵呵，人总是经历着矛盾。从矛盾中寻找平衡点似乎就是生活。我始终没有说，觉得不是什么大事，坚信自己可以度过的，又何必要增添他们的烦恼呢？看这我刚要离开苏州时写的东西，眼泪簌簌的流了下来，也许平日繁忙的生活会冲淡家的概念，可是家却是真真实实的贮藏在内心的最深处。不论将来走到哪里，那儿将永远是我最温馨的憩地。

          “写与2003年10月9日凌晨——————

           此刻的宁静燃起了起我的忧伤与留恋。人们往往在失去一样东西时，才觉得格外珍贵。而我只不过是一长段时间无法享受到，但并没有失去。虽如此，我仍比常人更懂得留念。     留恋于被子香淳如家的温馨，留恋于母亲喋喋不休的唠叨，留恋于父亲如密林的拉搭胡子，留恋于亲人们的疼与爱，留恋于朋友的祝福和说不完的顼事，留恋于所有的一切....."

 

 

    好伤心啊,我们输了,输给TJ了......  

    真是不爽....

    实在不是我们技不如人,只是有时有太多的事却是难以预料的....

    就在我们演奏到最高潮的时候,就在乐章由激昂转向抒情时,percussion的鼓捶狠狠的摔到了地上,顿时大家木然.....虽然乐曲还在继续着,可曲调早不如刚才的充满自信.....节奏也有点乱了分寸.....咳...反正一下台,大家都耷拉着脑袋...心想:"sad ya...we screwed it up"

    虽然最后我们还是拿了第二名...但是毕竟没有拿到第一...心中不免不快....

    没关系,明年我们一定能得冠军的....

    这个星期天还有一个honoured band concert,在victoria concert hall....加油加油.....we will be doing our best....

    RJ Symphonic Band Rocks!!!!!!